How crazy I must have seemed to call them my Kings when all I had lately seen were images on computer screens.
Yet the man who beside me laid and fought beside me through my battles and offered me his love and devotion and dedicated his life and wanted to make me his wife... Yet I didn't think twice before doing what he confessed would destroy his life.
Voices and texts on secret cell phone messages gave me chills of excitement and desire, my passions fire grew higher, I discussed love and sex and what I would do with all others and anyone who requested,Yet my love for him I neglected and continued to deceive the one who made me the illusion of their dreams; Who schooled me in a way few if any chose to, but devotion to him I could not do... I loved him but I was not in love.
And I question if I ever could be or ever was...
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