survival mode

Don't judge another person unless you have walked in their shoes.
As a young woman coming to a different country finding herself alone without work papers, true friends or family I came to understand how my mother felt and how she made the choices she made.
Because of my situation in life growing up being molested and raped I suppose I developed a different outlook on sex. As much as I enjoy it part of me detaches from it depending on the situation. I can do the same thing with my feelings, it's as if I have a light switch that I can turn on and off at will.
I can disconnect and go through the motions without giving thought to it.
So when one finds themselves in a moment of desperation it's a practice that allows you to survive through the actions you may take to make progress in your life... A woman with hungry children will do what ever it takes to provide for her young... how can you question the choices she might make, the well being of her children should be the only concern.
There is an old saying that a broke woman with good pussy is a fool...
I was a fool for love once, never again!
I came here to achieve something and I will, so don't judge me unless you've walked in my shoeless foot steps.
I'm ready for success, perhaps not at all costs but I have made sacrifices that most women wouldn't.